It's almost midnight and I should likely be asleep, sweet baby.
But I am the only one awake in the house and I am full of nervous energy. Tomorrow you will be born!
It will be the third trip to the birth center this week. Sunday and Wednesday evenings I went in, sure that labor was in full swing by the frequency and severity of contractions. It's wasn't. I was sent home, disappointed, both times.
Today I called my OB nurse and she arranged with Dr Grant to get you out in the world tomorrow. We will go into hospital for induction at 7. I need to be done with contractions and just meet you. I want to celebrate you so much.
We have been preoccupied with our house selling and buying and with the two older and noisier kids. We have has so little time to just think of you alone and I really, really want that. I am so extend for it to be all about you and me and your dad only those first few moments in the hospital. I envision it to be fantastic.
I have been uploading photos, doing laundry, working on small projects hat likely don't need to be done tonight as a way to pass the time. I think instead of hear nervous energy things, I will just stop and sit and meditate about you and your journey. I will pray for your health, your life, your future. I will pray to parent you as best as I can for you as a unique child. I pray that I can demonstrate love to you and teach you about Gods love. I pray for your happiness and success in life, hat you may enjoy fulfilling your purpose.
I love you little one.
I am happy you will be born.
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